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Malfeasance
03:26
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A volley of lost souls feeds the beast
It's torture to see something like that bleed
Endless hard times engineered by weak men
Father of lies it draws you in
A volley of lost souls feeds the beast
It's torture to see something like that bleed
A volley of lost souls feeds the beast
Consciousness runs down the cracks in its teeth
Endless hard times engineered by weak men
See’s you to the mouth of the beast
It’s Malfeasance
Malfeasance lends credence to impedance a false sequence
Devoid of reason
Ghostly white are the eyes
Ghostly white are the eyes
That see my lack of conviction
See my lack of conviction
Living in fiction
Growing weak from attrition
Sleepwalking through life
Slain by the beast
Continue to sleep
Don't seek those in need
Consciousness runs down the cracks in its teeth
Consciousness runs down the cracks in its teeth
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2. |
Dementia
04:01
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Crippling disease with no release
Fading faster and faster
Everything feels like past tense its relentless
Mental decline like a landslide
The sun sets and your mind fades
Synapse collapse no impulse pass you're never going back
What's gone is gone
I know I'm too young
How do I prolong
How long will this trail on
How long until I forget to breathe
What's gone is gone
Falling faster with no resistance
Accumulating parts of me
Taking them down and washing them away
I feel like I'm wasting time
Losing my mind
I never want to forget
My last form of regret is that it ends in silence
I can't remember your face so state your name
I'm blinded by the haze
With no one no light no one to guide me
A path of ashes leads me to the truth I've always feared
I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of losing my mind
I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of running out of time
I'm afraid of losing my mind
Mental decline like a landslide
What's gone is gone
What's gone is gone
I know I'm too young
How do I prolong
How long will this trail on
How long until I forget to breathe
System of impulses
Failure rate is growing
The sun sets and your mind fades
No light
No path to guide
Nothing left behind behind my swollen eyes
I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of mental decline like a landslide
I'm not afraid to die
I'm not afraid to die
I'm afraid of losing my mind
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Human Fission
03:14
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Living with Serrated souls
Tiny fractures spreading only light can show
Splinters spread, is it all in my head
Looking in from the outside were suffering from human fission
Exacerbated by a lack of vision
Anesthetize and blind with a mind like a hive
Sedated by hatred
They want us all alone, not looking for answers
Human fission divides us all
Fear pushes you further
Realize the structure pulling you under
The want you alone
Ruled by dissonance its ripping you apart from the inside
We must unite to survive
We must unite to survive
Severed soul serrating
Tiny fractures only light can show
Anesthetize and blind with a mind like a hive
Sedated by hatred
They want us all alone, not looking for answers.
Human fission divides us all
Fear pushes you further
Realize the structure pulling you under
Hatred refined sold as a lie
Anesthetize and blind with a mind like a hive
Cling to whatever comes down the pipe
I've lost faith in the design
They want us all alone, not looking for answers.
Human fission divides us all
Fear pushes you further
They want us all alone, not looking for answers.
Human fission divides us all
Fear pushes you further
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Half Life
04:00
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I face a choice that I just can't make
I wish there was someone to blame
To live in the pretense of this decay
So torn, half alive
The other part not quite dead
Just suppressed feeling distress the weight bared on my chest
I did this
I did this to myself
I tell myself to do what's right living half alive
Changing faces like phases and never look back
I'm too torn too worn, outworn
To change or be complacent, or face it
So torn, half alive
The other part not quite dead
Just suppressed feeling distress the weight bared on my chest
I did this
I did this to myself
Wish I could blame someone else
Sifting through what I upheld
I've never felt so underwhelmed
I breaking please someone help me
I’m changing
I’m phasing
Part of me is never staying
I tell myself to do what's right living half alive
Changing faces life phases and never look back
A constant metaphor fall on the sword again
Let down unable to grow, to thrive
Unable to get back
Disappointment overshadows
Taking over
Half life
Unable to get back, unable to grow past the state of decay
I tell myself to do what's right living half alive
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Passenger
03:52
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Staring through the lens of past mistakes
With one eye open and one thats not mine
I don't want this, I don't want this to be the end
In a life of longing I never thought that it would end like this
Remain still
I suppose i'll pay my toll to take control of you
What am I without you
I'm just a man, a man with broken hands
Facing his ignorance, full of arrogance, living in dissonance, without resemblance
Without you
I know i'm growing
Growing slowly but stillness still resists
From the shadows approach my passenger
I feel you there fare payer
Dead ringer
Can't they see me through you
Why can't they see me through you
Flickering thoughts remain
Will I retain or fade
It's all the same to me
Can you see me through the outlines
Im slipping slowly
I don't know what I am
so don't wait for the day I arise so contrived full of lies not ready to face what's inside
All my life I've been staring
With eyes that aren't mine
I don't want to live a life that's so contrived
Staring through the lens of past mistakes
My fate is sealed I'm never healed but I’m growing slowly but stillness resists
From the shadows approach my passenger
I feel you there fare payer
Dead ringer
I'm growing slowly
I'm growing slowly
I'm growing slowly
I'm growing slowly
Growing slowly but stillness resists
Why do I resist
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