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Human Fission

by Catsclaw

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1.
Malfeasance 03:26
A volley of lost souls feeds the beast It's torture to see something like that bleed Endless hard times engineered by weak men Father of lies it draws you in A volley of lost souls feeds the beast It's torture to see something like that bleed A volley of lost souls feeds the beast Consciousness runs down the cracks in its teeth Endless hard times engineered by weak men See’s you to the mouth of the beast It’s Malfeasance Malfeasance lends credence to impedance a false sequence Devoid of reason Ghostly white are the eyes Ghostly white are the eyes That see my lack of conviction See my lack of conviction Living in fiction Growing weak from attrition Sleepwalking through life Slain by the beast Continue to sleep Don't seek those in need Consciousness runs down the cracks in its teeth Consciousness runs down the cracks in its teeth
2.
Dementia 04:01
Crippling disease with no release Fading faster and faster Everything feels like past tense its relentless Mental decline like a landslide The sun sets and your mind fades Synapse collapse no impulse pass you're never going back What's gone is gone I know I'm too young How do I prolong How long will this trail on How long until I forget to breathe What's gone is gone Falling faster with no resistance Accumulating parts of me Taking them down and washing them away I feel like I'm wasting time Losing my mind I never want to forget My last form of regret is that it ends in silence I can't remember your face so state your name I'm blinded by the haze With no one no light no one to guide me A path of ashes leads me to the truth I've always feared I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of losing my mind I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of running out of time I'm afraid of losing my mind Mental decline like a landslide What's gone is gone What's gone is gone I know I'm too young How do I prolong How long will this trail on How long until I forget to breathe System of impulses Failure rate is growing The sun sets and your mind fades No light No path to guide Nothing left behind behind my swollen eyes I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of mental decline like a landslide I'm not afraid to die I'm not afraid to die I'm afraid of losing my mind
3.
Living with Serrated souls Tiny fractures spreading only light can show Splinters spread, is it all in my head Looking in from the outside were suffering from human fission Exacerbated by a lack of vision Anesthetize and blind with a mind like a hive Sedated by hatred They want us all alone, not looking for answers Human fission divides us all Fear pushes you further Realize the structure pulling you under The want you alone Ruled by dissonance its ripping you apart from the inside We must unite to survive We must unite to survive Severed soul serrating Tiny fractures only light can show Anesthetize and blind with a mind like a hive Sedated by hatred They want us all alone, not looking for answers. Human fission divides us all Fear pushes you further Realize the structure pulling you under Hatred refined sold as a lie Anesthetize and blind with a mind like a hive Cling to whatever comes down the pipe I've lost faith in the design They want us all alone, not looking for answers. Human fission divides us all Fear pushes you further They want us all alone, not looking for answers. Human fission divides us all Fear pushes you further
4.
Half Life 04:00
I face a choice that I just can't make I wish there was someone to blame To live in the pretense of this decay So torn, half alive The other part not quite dead Just suppressed feeling distress the weight bared on my chest I did this I did this to myself I tell myself to do what's right living half alive Changing faces like phases and never look back I'm too torn too worn, outworn To change or be complacent, or face it So torn, half alive The other part not quite dead Just suppressed feeling distress the weight bared on my chest I did this I did this to myself Wish I could blame someone else Sifting through what I upheld I've never felt so underwhelmed I breaking please someone help me I’m changing I’m phasing Part of me is never staying I tell myself to do what's right living half alive Changing faces life phases and never look back A constant metaphor fall on the sword again Let down unable to grow, to thrive Unable to get back Disappointment overshadows Taking over Half life Unable to get back, unable to grow past the state of decay I tell myself to do what's right living half alive
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Passenger 03:52
Staring through the lens of past mistakes With one eye open and one thats not mine I don't want this, I don't want this to be the end In a life of longing I never thought that it would end like this Remain still I suppose i'll pay my toll to take control of you What am I without you I'm just a man, a man with broken hands Facing his ignorance, full of arrogance, living in dissonance, without resemblance Without you I know i'm growing Growing slowly but stillness still resists From the shadows approach my passenger I feel you there fare payer Dead ringer Can't they see me through you Why can't they see me through you Flickering thoughts remain Will I retain or fade It's all the same to me Can you see me through the outlines Im slipping slowly I don't know what I am so don't wait for the day I arise so contrived full of lies not ready to face what's inside All my life I've been staring With eyes that aren't mine I don't want to live a life that's so contrived Staring through the lens of past mistakes My fate is sealed I'm never healed but I’m growing slowly but stillness resists From the shadows approach my passenger I feel you there fare payer Dead ringer I'm growing slowly I'm growing slowly I'm growing slowly I'm growing slowly Growing slowly but stillness resists Why do I resist

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released March 24, 2023

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